( OMG, my first Cut!! )

CUT'S WITH CONCERT DETAILS IS AT THE TOP, HOMIES.

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I guess you can say that my challenge is my own self. It's always me who puts myself down just as much as others try to encourage me. It's more powerful, because it's coming from myself and myself only.

As a student, money should not be much of a problem (yet) because my true task is to study and excel. What's good is that there is that saying "You can be whatever you want to be." So choice isn't a problem, for the most part. If you can work for it, then challenges should be expected. They should be expected all the time, really. I remembered I heard on TV, "If your work is doing something you love, then you don't work a day in your life."

I no real idea to overcome problems. I just know I'm not doing anything wrong. If the challenges come, just live through it.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I present to you... MY PET MOUSE, SNEAKERS!!!



This is my other pet mouse, Guinness. Sadly, she passed away from some kind of unknown illness on August 8, 2008 ;____;

ZOE, I KNEW YOU WERE ALWAYS MEANT TO PREFORM ON STAGE, BUT...


OH MY





AHHHHHHH



ONE THING HERE IS FRIGHTENINGLY ACCURATE.

You Scored as Megara Witty, smart, and sarcastic - this is so Megara, and also so you! Sometimes that smart mouth can get you into trouble, as well as getting you laughs from the people around you. Be very careful with this sharp tongue - it can hurt feelings and rub people the wrong way. It's no way to keep friends and lovers. You have a lovely strong personality under that sarcasm, let people see it! Megara 96% Violet 92% Alice 92% Jasmine 83% Mulan 79% Tinkerbell 67% Pocahontas 67% Belle 67% Cinderella 63% Jane 54% Snow White 54% Esmerelda 46% Aurora (Sleeping Beauty) 38% Ariel 29%

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THIS LAST ONE IS FRIGHTENING ACCURATE

I still can't get it out of my mind. I had the best time ever, and like when meeting Sugizo, my happiness will not wear off for a lonnnnnnnnnnnng while. And of course





Thank you, MUCC.


Friday is the last call for people to tell me what they want for Christmas. Looking back at my list again, I can get most things from Elizabeth Center. Does anyone want to come along? (desperate joke)
And I need about two boxes of red velvet cake mix (I'm mad lazy) and some Christmas candies


And I found MUCC's set list. I hoped their night in Los Angles was just as exciting.
:D

OMGOMGOMGOMG FIRST CONCERT OF MY FUCKING LIFE EVERRRRRRR :D xD <333333

I was so excited. I woke up arounf 12:40 in the afternooon, ate, washed up and did my nails and hair without losing any excitement. I was so pumped up, that later during my tutoring session, I could not sit still. I was so nervous because it was also my first time to a concert.

My dad drives me to the station after dropping my mom off at the super market, and I took the Q to 14th Street Union Square. I received many stares from on the train, but I only laughed mentally. I get off, wander around, because I didn't really know where the Fillmore was, so I went to Barnes&Nobles to ask the people at the front desk for directions. Eventually, I found the place. Much to my disappointment, I waited so long for my sister, who decides until late to take the cab (dad told her to) to the Fillmore. I left their tickets with the lady at the front, and I had to wait extra long because my camera needed to be checked out.

But who cares!!

I finally head upstairs, but MUCC hadn't come out yet. My sister urged me to push myself to the front as much as I can, so I did...For what seemed like so long, we all stared at this trippy screen thingy playing random things.

And then FINALLY....
The preformance was wonderful and so much energy. Tatsurou, very passionate, puts the mike to his chest every once in a while...Intense stares...The music was pretty damn cool. Suprisingly, the crowd actually knew how to STFU when there's a sad, deep song. (There were a lot of fat hot topic girls) Sadly, I could not see Satochi at all. He was ALLLL the way back on the stage, and I almost didn't see much of Miya either. Yukke's smiles were so cute, even my sister admitted he was cool. :D Tatsurou cursed a lot...

"You all so fwaking KUREIZEE."
"Mutha Fwakars...."
"Fwaking Kureizee"

There was this part he climbed on this platform on the left of the stage, where I was closer to. Since the concert began, I've been doing the pokie-pokie thing (like the one at Gazette concerts) to him, and when he got on that platform, (I was still doing it) he looked....STRIAGHT AT ME. O M G... The look on his face when he did was like:
>8D
WOW.
BOW CHIKA WOW WOW.
I've never been this hot in my life, and I sweated like mad. My feet got stepped on a lot and I was shoved around but that didn't matter to me.

Encore was awesome. When picks were thrown, these 10 fat chicks next to me fell backwards lol. Tatsurou also pulled out that electronic dictionary thingy and said stuff like...

"Selfish...
Simple minded..."

I couldnt really make out what he was saying, sadly.

BUT. The thing is, I had a WONDERFUL time, and I'm hoping to attend more events like this very soon. Thank you, KINOKUNIYA.


Oh, and for the fagman...

Oh yes, I diddd. This is my first time meeting with someone from the genre of JROCK. All this time, I've been missing out on the greatest things in life, and its been killing me slowly and painfully. Now I can be one of those lucky ones to meet such a well-idolized person.

Seriously, Luna Sea is the role model of every other JRock band, because they were the first ones. I recall Shou of Alice Nine receiving a gift of flowers from Sugizo and then fanboying all over the fact he recieved such a thing from his idol. And now, I too, can meet such a famous man who is also one of the founding fathers of VISUAL KEI. I couldn't be more thrilled.

On this morning, I woke up around 9 to get ready to go to Kinokuniya. I was actually a bit early, but since this IS a weekend, the B Train is not in service and I need time to walk from the Q station. It was a rainy morning, too. After getting off at 42nd Street, I ventured until I found the most familiar stairs that lead to 41rst Street. I walked ahead until I saw the park, and found Kinokuniya, to my surprise, to not have a long line going around the block. But staff members did await at the entrance and gave me my indigo ticket with the number 49 written on it.
I entered the store, still also surprised at how deserted it seemed, but I shrugged it off and used the restroom with the time. I hopped up to the second floor afterwards to find the crowd waiting to see SUGIZO near Cafe Zaiya. I claimed my place on line and was given a survey sheet. It asked things such as my name, age, occupation, email, what other JRock bands I liked, what anime and/or manga I liked, etc. I finished and gave the sheet and pen back to the staff member.
We all waited until we were given the signal to line up in a single line, in number order. Unfortunately, the rules stated no cameras, no hugs, no signing of body parts, no food, perishables or undergarments in the gift box, and of COURSE...you must buy $10 worth of merchandise if you want a signature. But anyhoo...

The event started with all the people to came see SUGIZO squishing into the corner where the even was held. I could've scooted to the front and sat on the floor, but I ended up standing up all the way in the back, next to the roped-off area where some staff members where standing. We all waited for what supposed to be 10 minutes until 12:30, but SUGIZO was a few minutes late...FASHIONABLY LATE.
He strolled into the scene where that roped-off area was...I was right next to him in the beginning...OMG! *__________*
My heart was beating so fast!!

He wore large black to orange sunglasses, a shirt with a very deep V-neck, ripped jeans, and a lot of chains and other accessories

The event began, with the radio interview on Samurai Beat Radio. The survey sheets everyone filled out were randomly selected by the interviewer and the questions written on it will be answered by the writer from SUGIZO.
SUGIZO said that as a child of three years old, his father placed the violin in his hands. He said that he hated the violin and he would be slapped by his father if he made a mistake.
"I cried a lot, boo hoo..!"

SUGIZO also stated that after all these years of music in his life, what changed the most was his mind.

Ben Watkins was also very, very funny. He made so much fun of SUGIZO. He stated that SUGIZO actually likes to dance even if he denies it...the "CROUCHING TIGER STYLE," as SUGIZO said.

After the interview...AUTOGRAPH TIME

We all lined up as we did before, and even for number 49, the wait seemed to drag on for a while, and my legs were so numb from standing. I bought a bag and a poster at the table (bag - $25, poster - $10) (and I THIINK ITS HELLA WORTH IT, YO!) I felt very sorry for Ben, because so many people were passing him by to get to SUGIZO. When it was my turn, I made sure I greeted him with the best of polite kindness.

He took my poster and with that Sharpie marker, colored in DEVIL HORNS on SUGIZO's head.
Me: .....O__o Uhh...But..wha- are you doing?
Ben: You know...He's really very evil...

AND NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

I wished I could've said more to SUGIZO, like, "Ureshii desu ka?" "TOTEMO Ureshii desu ka?"
But instead I sounded like a total noob with all my...

Me: "Konnichiwa, SUGIZO san. Watashi no namae wa Jenifa- desu. Yoroskiku!"
SUGIZO: Konnichiwa, yoroshiku. Are...You Chinese?
Me: O_O Well...yes, I am....How can you tell?
SUGIZO: Ohh..You just have the look...

Note, he had a very deep voice and that accent made it somehow sexier. He asked to me to spell my name for him, but he got confused when I said, "F" Oh that SUGIZO. =P When he fished, I said, "DOMO ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU." Oh the noobness!!

(Now that I think about it, I should've given him a hard time by saying stuff like, "WRONG,I'M BLACK" or "Are you saying I look ugly, then?")
But I'm too kind and it would probably piss him off =<

I sore to GOD, I had a halo on my head when he gave me back the poster. <3

And I met some uber-cool people!! Like Michele and Angela who are now my LiveJournal buddies :D YEAHHHHHHH

We stood around chatting until the event probably ended and then we walked back up to see if he was still there.

Yep.

Remember...no shaking hands during autograph session...but as he walked by, he did!! OMGGGG
He grabbed my three fingers and squeezed them as he shook....Wow....

We stalked SUGIZO until we can see with our own eyes that he had left. Man, we went up and down the stairs so much that we really didn't know if he left or not, so we stayed on the first floor.

And I hit on this really hot Japanese dude named Tosh, 23 years old and SMELLS SEXY.

Then Ben was leaving the store, and all the girls gasped but I said, "stand back, try not to look crazy!" But it really didn't matter, because SUGIZO followed shortly after. I remember he touched one of the magazines, and when he walked away, I sneaked up and touched it.

He and staff members stood at the door, and was I walked past by him, I heard him say, "Let's go."
It wasn't raining at all outside, but he still had umbrellas held over his head as another staff member summoned a taxi. He got in and as the car was driving away, waved to me and the girls....

O...M...G <333333333333333333333333333333

Wonderful day of my life.

I actually made a LJ before, but I didn't get with it. I probably have a better look at it now. :3

I also had a Xanga before, but it has changed dramatically since I last used it during middle school. I didn't adjust to the changes easily, and it was pretty inconvienent.

So...LJ was the way to go! It seems pretty easy to use so far. But I'll have to explore more thoroughly.



Tomorrow is the last day of summer vacation. I'll miss sleeping the day away, and being so well-rested. I will also miss being overly-lazy, the lack of headaches and stress. It's always when it's time to go back to school I get a creative wave that I want to set aside time to do it. I ended up rushing little things towards the end of this vacation, such as completing only one drawing.
Well this summer was a waste, but it's never been better than to sit and do nothing, take relaxing naps, and be lazy.